Mill -mixed blog, Tri Story.
An ordinary guy ZAU lives in gray Peter. There are probably millions like him. Or maybe not, but he wants to think so. ZAS to study at school, he has an average performance, which he believes, you can calmly put it, he has his parents loving him, a great desire to learn how to play drums, become a professional cycle pound, as well as snowboarding, commentator, e -sportsman, writer and others and others. He has a colossal list. And little time. And even less money, epsyline. Therefore, he had to devote that small part of his life free from school only for a certain kind of hobbies. From time to time alternating them. And so he lived like that for several years lived until he suddenly imprisoned him to impress his ears into one girl.
“Okay, not in the first“He told himself Zak and began to look closely at his object, as he thought, temporary lust.
And the closer he met the girl, the stronger he began her not what to love, but very hard to respect. She turned out to be very smart, read, kept herself in good physical shape, and most importantly, that she appreciated the most of all, she was not like everyone else. He never met such a girl who has not succumbed to the modern “whore”. She is natural. And unique. Having come to this conclusion, Zak, slightly fucked up from such news, decided that something should be done. Moreover, from some point it began to seem to him that the girl herself became interested in them, which only drove him to active actions. The only thing that prevented him from admitting to the girl’s feelings is fear. Fear chopped Zak, immobilized and forced him to be silent. He tried three times and suffered three times. The soul was divided into 2 parts – one was the former Zak, a coward, the other was arrogant, evil and hungry, new ZAU. The struggle began. It came to the point that, with anger because of his helplessness, he almost broke his hands from the beating of the walls. Soul forces left very quickly. Once, on one of the dark evenings, he naturally had an attack of wild sadness that I wanted to how to howl. The first alarming call.
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After the awareness of this message, a new ZAC, who threw out the door of the old and began to action, joined the work. What happened to Zak the next 12 hours is unknown, I will assume that he was internally rebuilt, changed, remaining the same outwardly. Although I’m not sure if this is so, only the ZAS itself knows about this for certain. However, the next morning he came home to the girl and confessed to her … It would seem that the threshold passed, a new life began, but it was not there. After 2 days, Zach realized: he does not let him go, he is still tense, the brain on the hundredths of the scene of recognition and analyzes it in the hundredth time.
“Something is wrong or everything should be?” – asks himself, Zak once again and again tries to answer himself.
A week takes place, during which he practically does not contact his beloved. It passes joylessly. If earlier Zak did not think about how to come, to say, to smile – he improvised, then … Now he is no idea what to do. After long tedious conversations with himself, he concluded that he was sick. Naturally sick. Love is a disease.
“Why am I so attached to a person? Why? Why, since I am so tied to a week? Again old? I don’t want the old one, and I’m afraid of the new. What then?” – a bombardment of questions to which he can no longer give an answer.
At the end of the first week of the “new life”, Zach fell. Arriving from school, he evenly and thoughtlessly pounded the concrete wall for about 15 minutes. Having ended himself torturing, Zak was drunk with a glass of valerian and gave himself a vow, never to be afraid of a new, unknown.
